Crazy...Pain
Im probably going ot screw this up...
and you used to always help me when i messed up lyrics bc i am a goober...or i was a goober...
I miss so much right now...
You calling me names...and kidding around... and having a little spat with you just bc we cared so much about eachother...
and Writing everyday to tell you what happened and how much i missed you ..
Here I Am
Once Again
I'm Torn Into Pieces
Cant Deny Cant Pretend
Just Thought you Were the One
open up
Deep Inside
But You won't get to See the tears I Cry
Behind these Hazel Eyes...
I Miss you soo much...
I miss you Being My Friend
I wake Up every morning and I hurts...so much to not have you wanting me anymore...
Not having you to talk to...
even if it was once a month and a half... I cherished that time... bc i cherished you soo much
I just keep tryingto Figure out where i went wrong...what i didnt do
Did i not fight hard enough...GAH
but the Thing i Miss the Most is you...me.. OUR Friendship... you were the Only person i could tell everything to...the only person i have told some embarrasing facts about myself...and... i miss being there for you... adn trying my hardest... racking my brain to help you...
I miss the Hope I had...that no matter what.. even if we didnt stay together... i always had the Most amazing Girl i have ever met in my life... still in my life...
but... you dont want that it seems...
you are tryingto forget me...
bc ... i dont know why....was i really that bad of a friend.. of a guy...
..
I also want to make soemthing clear... talking to me...even though i want to be with you more than anything... i wont...
not Now...
for one reason... its so hard on you... and i know it was... and i know that i jsut added stress to your life...
and i know you are young...and that you should see alot more before making a big decision about a serious relationship...
but one thing i wont ask for... is if you still do want to be with me...to make a decision until its possible... until i can be there to wipe away your tears...and Shield you from everything i can... and help you beat away frustration.. instead of being the thing that creates it...
I Love You
and I always will...
there is no breaking that...
but i want you to be happy more than anything else...
and if what you need is space...is just a friend.. i am here...
...
so basically...
i want you...but i understand that it caused way too many issues...and jsut made life alot more difficult than it had to be...so i understand the move that was made...
just... let me know... if you want me as a friend...
god i sound like im begging...
but i jkinda am...but im not trying ot... i just... want my friend back.. My Best Friend
bc I miss you...
and if thats all we ever are is friends... thats alright... bc then i know i have the most amazing thing i could ever ask for in my life...
what more could I ask for...
than an Angel for a Friend?...
nothing...
I Love You...
and you may no longer Love me...
But i will never forget you...
Im sorry...
Im sorry this si so begging...
its really not... bc well... i know we cant be together ( if you still wanted to be)... at least for now
and im not asking for that...
jsut to be my friend..is all
im sorry... sorry that i caused you so many problems.. so much stress... so much pain
Im Sorry
<3
Adam
( do you think we could be a roger and Mimi?...or just a Mark Morreen)
and you used to always help me when i messed up lyrics bc i am a goober...or i was a goober...
I miss so much right now...
You calling me names...and kidding around... and having a little spat with you just bc we cared so much about eachother...
and Writing everyday to tell you what happened and how much i missed you ..
Here I Am
Once Again
I'm Torn Into Pieces
Cant Deny Cant Pretend
Just Thought you Were the One
open up
Deep Inside
But You won't get to See the tears I Cry
Behind these Hazel Eyes...
I Miss you soo much...
I miss you Being My Friend
I wake Up every morning and I hurts...so much to not have you wanting me anymore...
Not having you to talk to...
even if it was once a month and a half... I cherished that time... bc i cherished you soo much
I just keep tryingto Figure out where i went wrong...what i didnt do
Did i not fight hard enough...GAH
but the Thing i Miss the Most is you...me.. OUR Friendship... you were the Only person i could tell everything to...the only person i have told some embarrasing facts about myself...and... i miss being there for you... adn trying my hardest... racking my brain to help you...
I miss the Hope I had...that no matter what.. even if we didnt stay together... i always had the Most amazing Girl i have ever met in my life... still in my life...
but... you dont want that it seems...
you are tryingto forget me...
bc ... i dont know why....was i really that bad of a friend.. of a guy...
..
I also want to make soemthing clear... talking to me...even though i want to be with you more than anything... i wont...
not Now...
for one reason... its so hard on you... and i know it was... and i know that i jsut added stress to your life...
and i know you are young...and that you should see alot more before making a big decision about a serious relationship...
but one thing i wont ask for... is if you still do want to be with me...to make a decision until its possible... until i can be there to wipe away your tears...and Shield you from everything i can... and help you beat away frustration.. instead of being the thing that creates it...
I Love You
and I always will...
there is no breaking that...
but i want you to be happy more than anything else...
and if what you need is space...is just a friend.. i am here...
...
so basically...
i want you...but i understand that it caused way too many issues...and jsut made life alot more difficult than it had to be...so i understand the move that was made...
just... let me know... if you want me as a friend...
god i sound like im begging...
but i jkinda am...but im not trying ot... i just... want my friend back.. My Best Friend
bc I miss you...
and if thats all we ever are is friends... thats alright... bc then i know i have the most amazing thing i could ever ask for in my life...
what more could I ask for...
than an Angel for a Friend?...
nothing...
I Love You...
and you may no longer Love me...
But i will never forget you...
Im sorry...
Im sorry this si so begging...
its really not... bc well... i know we cant be together ( if you still wanted to be)... at least for now
and im not asking for that...
jsut to be my friend..is all
im sorry... sorry that i caused you so many problems.. so much stress... so much pain
Im Sorry
<3
Adam
( do you think we could be a roger and Mimi?...or just a Mark Morreen)