what....did I do..

[babybear09]

More like what I Don't do..

Lets start with being a horrid Friend...

Bc thats what I am to Stacy K...

all I can do is say im sorry, and try to be there for you

althoughA i have been always...i am but a phonecall away...i dont wont know how to jhelp through Osmosis...

but I didn't call you like i should have

Kept in close touch....

kept you on your feet...

I had a horrid year...steeped in Depression, horrid Depression

I just wanted the year to be over so i could be back here, with akll my friends from home, To Be with My Angel, to be here for those who needed me

I wanted to be able to heal, to heal my Grandfather, and I couldnt

I wanted to be here for everyone that needed me, My friends and Family

I wanted to Make Mere happy, make her feel safe, Loved

I couldnt do any of these,

and I almost lost a great friend bc of it

the fault is mine, i will accept it

...

*sigh

Im here for you Stacy

Im here for All of my Friends

they have all been there for me

...

I also wanted to Apologize to Meredith

Im sorry i haven't been there for you

Im sorry i didntcome to the TalentShow

Im Sorry i cant make you feel safe, Loved

Im SOrry

But Know I LOVE YOU

what crazy guy goes to the Eiffel Tower and Shouts to the world that he Loves MEREDITH KOCHAN unless he does..?

gah

Im sorry

I havent been who i needed to be

Im sorry

all i can do is Beg for FOrgivness