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So i tooka nap .. bout two hours... wanna know hwo my dream ended...
well in it i was helping this woman...she had a child and i had no clue about the father... but i was at some kind of organization...and for some reason i was taking special care of her...well just talking to her and making sure she felt safe enought go to work..
and well.. i guess uit was her man showed up...we had been sitting just outside teh building eating some dinner...sandwiches i think...and he shows up
he gets in between the door and us...and tells her to go in...i ask that she send some help out...
she stood there...
he started saying something.. i believe he thought we were doing something...
i thoughti could see a gun on his person, and i didnt want it to get violent...but the girl stood there
she wasnt getting help
and then he did wip out a gun...
I tooka step forward...
he started walking at me and firing...he was able to get 4 in on his first pass...
I felt very hot lines passing through me...
I tried to duck behind a pillar..
i was able to avoid one... but he kept shooting...
by the time i was laying ont eh ground... full of hot lines...i had been shot 20 times...
and no one came t help me...
and she jsut stood there
...
i dont like that nightmare...
...
why do i feel so alone right now?
well in it i was helping this woman...she had a child and i had no clue about the father... but i was at some kind of organization...and for some reason i was taking special care of her...well just talking to her and making sure she felt safe enought go to work..
and well.. i guess uit was her man showed up...we had been sitting just outside teh building eating some dinner...sandwiches i think...and he shows up
he gets in between the door and us...and tells her to go in...i ask that she send some help out...
she stood there...
he started saying something.. i believe he thought we were doing something...
i thoughti could see a gun on his person, and i didnt want it to get violent...but the girl stood there
she wasnt getting help
and then he did wip out a gun...
I tooka step forward...
he started walking at me and firing...he was able to get 4 in on his first pass...
I felt very hot lines passing through me...
I tried to duck behind a pillar..
i was able to avoid one... but he kept shooting...
by the time i was laying ont eh ground... full of hot lines...i had been shot 20 times...
and no one came t help me...
and she jsut stood there
...
i dont like that nightmare...
...
why do i feel so alone right now?