i guess...i am pointless

[babybear09]

I was just thinking...

and i realized ...

I must really be disgusting...

fat, ugly, revolting...

untouchable...

I am diseased arent I...

if you dont want me jsut tell me...

so i know...

you have plenty of other men...

who i am sure strike your fancy...

who you dont actually mind touching

of course why would you touch someone whos fat would eat your hand..

why would anyone even talk to aperson like that...

i dont know...

but the world doesnt nee a tainted thing such as I...

heh..

so this is what it feels like to know you are un attractive...

to know no one wants you...

wonder how good my pillow is at soaking up tears?

we'll find out wont we...

well Gnight all

ill prolly fail you forever anyway...

just best if i stay away from teh world...

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