Mar 07, 2006 01:53
wow...so...im an ass
Im sorry
i've been kinda upset about Friday...
i dont know why but since you kinda snapped back at me on the hone with the "what do you want me to do"...i feel like ... idk...you are getting very frustrated with me...and are gettting sick of me...
and i can understand
and Friday was one of those times where... I understand...I know you have alot of work to do...and random times to get together are really hard to fit in...especially with your packed schedule...
i need to understand that not everyone works like me...where i just drop whatever it is...even if i have to do it...and go to do what i want...and what i really need...bc i am crazy and dont sleep and absorb info like a sponge so its easy to pick up right with everyone...
grr...
im sorry...im just an ass...and im asking so much of you all teh time...and i know you have soo much to do...and soo many people to help already...and i should be helping...not nagging and being a bitch about time...
Im sorry
I will work to correct this...
I do hope you liked your V-Day gift...i put some of my cologne on it...so it would smell like me ...
and the comic...
im just...
always worried that you ARE getting feed up with me...and just annoyed...and will find another...much hotter...much more talented guy who makes you a billion times happier...bc all i do is Complain...and thats not what you need...
especially right now...with the musical...
and yes...showing off for 800 people a night...kinda scares me...and makes me a lil bitter...mostly bc i cant say we are together...well to teh "general" public...grr...again...me just being an ass
but what would you think if i didnt care at all?
and ...sunday...
im afraid to talk to you about this bc you dont need this either...
but i want to tell you everything...and it doesnt feel right keeping it from you
Sunday night...before i left...My aunt called my mom...
My grandpa had a fall...and he had an accident...but he wouldnt let my Buba Clean him up or help at all...(she has the Flu atm)...so she called my aunt...who when she came said they needed to Get him to the Hospital...well when they got there they Discovered he has a Liver infection...so they put him in intensive care to keep an eye on him...my mom is going out to see him on tuesday...
It doesnt seem like he will be leaveing the Hospital this time...
so...
im kinda bummed about that....buti dont want to get you worked up..and i dont want you to be sad or feel like you ar a bad gf bc you arent here...
Im sorry
i just wanted to tell you what was going on...
and how i was feeling lately...
i jsut feel like im getting on your nerves...
you had never spoke back to me like that..it just threw me...
I Love you Angel
More than you will EVER know...
Im sorry im such an ass butt face goober
but KNOW that I love You...
and I ALWAYS WILL
(HUGEIFEROUSLY HUGE HUG OF COMFORT)
*Passionate Kiss
((Did you Like the COmic?))
(((I Love You)))