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So right now. I couldnt be more happy. No my life is not perfect. its far from acually. but i have [finally] decided i have to look at the good things in life. not the bad.
Today i went to church. and for highschool sunday school, we went to a nursing home and the hospital to see member of the church that were there. while at the nursing home. idk but wow... they were just laying in bed starring at the ceiling. and it made me sad. i hope i never end up like that.
When i got home, i talked to Tracey. We finally got all our stuff worked out. and i am so happy. i missed running and jumping on her. And i couldnt ask for a better friend. shes been there for me through everything. even though i piss her off beyond belief. shes never givin up on me&i love her to death. thankyou tracey i love you.
idk around 2..tim came and got me and we went to his hosue and hung out and yea. kay cool. yeahh uhh so
meaghan said after me&melissa left last night FUCKING SHAWN SHOWED UP. ugh i shouldnt have left. even if he did find out im only 15 lmao.
so i like giving boys the chance of being thrown in jail? hahah.
i went to youth tonight and it was pretty fun. i need to start getting back into church and all that. i need my life back on track, and im doing pretty good so far. except with one thing ha. anyways i wrote hank like a 5 pg letter hah. and i gave it to him while he was leavin tonight and he was like.. "thanks" and looked at me and smiled.
speaking of him, we got along tonight acually. he was joking around with me alot with a bunch of things, it was fun. i was changing the radio and he came up behind me and started messin with me. idk i miss him a lot. but wat can ya do.
school tomorrow! cheerleading practice i think too. blah. oh yeah i took the blonde out of my hair