(no subject)
wow when did i last update? Nothing much has really been happening, I'm just trying to spend as much time with Kyle as I can. Things have been going really good, like I haven't gotten upset about leaving...until today. It came at a great time too. So for our five months we decided to go to Olive Garden (love!) and walk around the mall and then chill at my house. When I was driving to pick him up I felt a lil weird, I still felt like I was sleeping or something. I thought maybe it was b/c I gave gave blood on fri...i was a lil wacked up from that...i also have a nice 3 inch bruise on my arm...anyways I picked him up and eh I was okay I guess but then I looked in the rearview mirror and everything was shaking so i was like okay this isn't normal..i felt really weird on the way up. I was complaining about the things i still need for college and how no one will buy them and how i have no money. Then I started getting down on myself and I just burst into tears. It wasn't smart since it was raining and I was on the highway. It got sobad though I think I was having a panic attack so after I got off the exit I went on some side street and called my dad..he kinda calmed me down and then I had Kyle drive the rest of the time. Olive Garden was good...then at the mall I got a jacket at Aeropostale and Ky got me an eeyore. :) Went to linens n things afterwards and got a vaccum for college and then we got ice cream.
We got back to my house and we were watching Cheaper by the Dozen and when the guy looks at a picture of his girlfriend, who he misses b/c he just moves 4 hrs away from her..i burst into tears! It was so bad, I felt so bad for Kyle. I realized wow, I'm going to miss him soo much. It's hard not seeing him for one day, what am i going to do for months? He's like my brother, he is my best friend, he's everything to me. I'm so happy that we are together. We are so much alike and yet so different. I was crying for like 20 minutes though, I really am going to miss him! He's gonna come up for homecoming weekend so I'm excited about that :)
This entry was really all bits put together but I'm getting tired so I think I'm gonna go to bed
We got back to my house and we were watching Cheaper by the Dozen and when the guy looks at a picture of his girlfriend, who he misses b/c he just moves 4 hrs away from her..i burst into tears! It was so bad, I felt so bad for Kyle. I realized wow, I'm going to miss him soo much. It's hard not seeing him for one day, what am i going to do for months? He's like my brother, he is my best friend, he's everything to me. I'm so happy that we are together. We are so much alike and yet so different. I was crying for like 20 minutes though, I really am going to miss him! He's gonna come up for homecoming weekend so I'm excited about that :)
This entry was really all bits put together but I'm getting tired so I think I'm gonna go to bed