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note to self: no matter how much work you have, it's not wise to take a riddalin at 9:30 at night. it does not lead towards sleep.
so i'm thinking that next spring i might go to south east asia with my mom. not my first choice of travel companion, i must admit, but a safe one. i can't go alone. i think i'd rather go with my dad, but he'd never ever have the time. well really i'd like to go with a friend, but all my friends are schooling. which it looks like i might do sooner than i thought. i just want to write really. maybe i'll just get a little apartment near umass and take one class at a time and work. i'm just working so well right now due to the speed they're prescribing me. i'm not totally happy, but i'm well. i've sort of accepted my unhappiness as part of my life. it sucks, but there's not much i can do about it. especially if i'm traveling, i know i will be unhappy more than half the time. then why put myself through it you might ask? for the growth and for the views.
i think my capstone paper might become a novel. too bad it's not even a page long yet. but it might be a novel. someday. if it believes in itself.
i'm gonna post a few tatoo ideas here soon. amber, i know you're in germany, but if you pick one of the names i suggested for yourself, you get to pick my tatoo.
so i'm thinking that next spring i might go to south east asia with my mom. not my first choice of travel companion, i must admit, but a safe one. i can't go alone. i think i'd rather go with my dad, but he'd never ever have the time. well really i'd like to go with a friend, but all my friends are schooling. which it looks like i might do sooner than i thought. i just want to write really. maybe i'll just get a little apartment near umass and take one class at a time and work. i'm just working so well right now due to the speed they're prescribing me. i'm not totally happy, but i'm well. i've sort of accepted my unhappiness as part of my life. it sucks, but there's not much i can do about it. especially if i'm traveling, i know i will be unhappy more than half the time. then why put myself through it you might ask? for the growth and for the views.
i think my capstone paper might become a novel. too bad it's not even a page long yet. but it might be a novel. someday. if it believes in itself.
i'm gonna post a few tatoo ideas here soon. amber, i know you're in germany, but if you pick one of the names i suggested for yourself, you get to pick my tatoo.