Bitterness...
I'm in such a fucking bad mood and the guess what...it is my birthday. Great way to start out my birthday huh?? Well at work today I told Angela about what Kelly told me yesterday at work and she is like I'm going to get to the bottom of this and she did. She went and asked Debbie who works with Kyle and talks to him...she is one of the ladies that tried to ge tus together and she told Angela that Kyle is talking to another girl and one that we work with. What a fucking idiot...how did he expect me not to find out?? I mean I know more people in the hopsital than he probably does so come on seriously. So yea today was a rough day at work. I don't know whether to comfront him about it or not. I mean I haven't heard from him in a few days and I really don't know what I would say to him. I mean I hate to hate him but I'm getting to that point. All I have to say is if he doesn't call me or say anything to me tomorrow or today...whatever...about my birthday I will be extremely pissed. I hate guys that are fucking idiots and do shit like that. All I got to say is Kyle better watch his back at work cuz there are some pretty pissed people at him and Angela said that she is going to make sure whoever the other girl is knows about what he pulled with me. Payback is a bitch and I always get even. One thing I hate about all this happening is that I'm moving to days next week so yea guess who I will be seeing more often...ding ding ding...that would be Kyle. Fuck this shit...I'm so going back to afternoons I don't think I will be able to handle working with all the day people ontop of seeing Kyle all the time at work. I knew I shouldn't have dated someone I worked with. I kept telling myself that but I gave in to all the pressure that people at work were putting on me.
One thing happened at work that I wasn't expecting...it was a really nice surprise. When I was leaving work I look out in the parking lot at my car and I see a ballon tied to my car. I was so excited. Megan came out during that night and put it on there for me and wrote in the window paint all over my windows Happy Birthday. I love my Meggie Megs!!! She made my day.
One thing happened at work that I wasn't expecting...it was a really nice surprise. When I was leaving work I look out in the parking lot at my car and I see a ballon tied to my car. I was so excited. Megan came out during that night and put it on there for me and wrote in the window paint all over my windows Happy Birthday. I love my Meggie Megs!!! She made my day.