when will the silly girl ever learn?
ladies and gentlemen: once again the idiotic mess that is marika andrews has gotten in way over her silly head. bad bad very bad....unless im crazy: 25 and ohio is not the best right?oooh ashit...what am i going to do? see....i think i am safe in these things cause i dont think they'll happen. but then it does and im so fucking screwed!!! fuuuuhuuhuuuuck! i mean, how am i supposed to know how i feel about him? i dont really know him...but its a far ways to move...so obviously i cant play a game. i asm in way tooo fucking deep. this is my problem. i am only comfortable with the idea if i know it is extremely unlikely that it will go past what it is. but my whole system falls apart when weird unlikely shit happens! fuck. ok i need advice. seriously. got any? if this is too vAgue im sorry. ill clarify if needed. but i seriously dont know what to do. damn fucking wacked out fucked up situation. shit...