another lonely night ,,
Not too good of a day other than i got my license in the mail thats cool .. but definitley still didn't feel too hott from the *hopsickle* lol Amazing how much it takes outta ya. Tried to help my mom outside like loadin dirt into my granps truck - yeah complete failure..never agian..i had no energy, i felt like i was gonna pass out.. i was so white. So i took my butt back inside and layed right back down on that couch. Yep, I'd have to say my pillow & blanket have been my best buddies and life savers these last couple days .. I'm not gonna lie. So that was the extent of my day. I think the whole town of Davison is goin to Ludington this weekend either to play in Gus Macker and/or watch the girls/guys. Hope everyone has fun. Be Safe Kids =) Bummed I can't go with you, next year i promise. Anyone who's stayin home holla at me so we can hang out when i'm not back n forth from my cabin! Kinda wanna watch Dirty Dancing Havanah Nights .. idk but that was pretty fun in Spanish to be honest. Miss Corey, Jordan, & Ryan a lot. Been talkin to Ryan tryin to figure out our schedules n all .. and saw Corey in the parking lot after basketball one day haha him n his smart lil grin lol Alright well I'm completely bored so ..
[my name is]: Amanda
[in the morning I am]: Tired and cranky
[all i need is]: Someone to love...
[love is]: Unexplainable..
[if I could see one person right now]: Jordan
[I'm afraid of]: Death and losing someone close
[i dream about]: My Future or good memories
W I T H - T H E - O P P O S I T E - S E X ?
[what do you notice first}: Smile, eyes, body =)
[last person you slow danced with]: Um? I don't know...woulda been at Sadies
[scruff or clean shaven]: Cleaann shaven, but if they can pull off scruffy look .. i'm game
[tall or short]: Taller than me for sure.. gotta be able to wear heels
W H O ?
[makes you laugh the most?]: Ry*Bug's Stories
[makes you smile]: All of My friends : )
[gives you a good funny feeling when you see them]: Mhmm.. idk
[has a crush on you?]: Probably Mr. Stein but who knows
[easier to talk to: boys or girls?]: I think guys.. unless they're yur best girl friends
D O - Y O U - E V E R ?
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. u?]: haha sometimes, sadly..
[save aol/aim conversations]: sometimes, when they're good ones!
[cried because of someone saying something to you]: Yepperz, today.
H A V E - Y O U - E V E R ?
[fallen for your best friend]: no
[been rejected]: yes
[rejected someone]: yes
[used someone]: yep
[done something you regret]: a few things, but not really
W H O - W A S - T H E - L A S T - P E R S O N ?
[you talked to]: My Brother
[hugged]: Um...ha..can't remember
[you instant messaged]: ? Jason maybe .. talked to him like all day
[you laughed with]: Brother =)
D O - Y O U ?
[color your hair]: Highlights..
[habla espanol]: I try, but I've forgot a lot.. it's summer
H A V E - Y O U ? // D O - Y O U ? / / A R E - Y O U?
[smoke]: ah .. No
[obsessive]: was .. not now
[could you live without the computer?]: hha yeah if i had to
[how many peeps are on your buddylist?]: way to many 200+
[what's your favorite food?]: lol i have too many.. me & food are hooked at the hip =)
[whats your favorite fruit?}: strawberries
[which hurts the most, physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional.. pain subsides eventually
[trust others way too easily?]: mmm...some i can realllly trust..
F I N A L - Q U E S T I O N S ?
[i want]: a wonderful boyfriend
[i wish]: i wouldn't let the small things stress me
[i love]: all my friends
[i miss]: Denny =/
[i fear]: losing someone close
[i hear]: music.
[i wonder]: how long it'll take b4 i feel better & how my granpa is doing
FIRSTS
first real best friend: Uhm i guess .. Kayla or Jay
first real memory: hm, Jillian Doran's Birthday Party when we were little : )
first car: well it's gonna be a Grand Prix
first real break-up: Real? Jared .. ehh no prolly Max
first screen name: Mia2fast4u .. lol yupp Dennis helped with that one haha
first self-purchased album: hell if i remember
first pet: my doggie =)
first big trip: Florida..
first concert: no clue ... i think it was in San Franciso tho
first music you remember hearing in your house: um? idk...lol
LASTS
last cigarette: never
last car ride: home from the hopsickle i guess
last library book checked out: HAHAHA like I can remember..
last movie seen: Honey, like an hour ago
last swear word uttered: Damn
last beverage drank: Cherry Coke
last food consumed: Pizza Rolls
last crush: crushing sucks..
last phone call: Received? Tyler .. Outgoing? Voicemail/Jason
last tv show watched: Smallville
last time showered: This Morning.
last shoes worn: My ghetto freshmen bball shoes
last cd played: Um, Kenny Chesney or Jade's NYC mix
last item bought: uhm prolly Jamie's bday present lol
last annoyance: ppl who say they'll call you back.. but don't
last disappointment: my whole day, some stuff me n jason talked about
scolded: um...most likely my brother
last shirt worn: that blue baseball class t-shirt
aaannnnddd
"Blurry" - Puddle of Mudd
Everything's so blurry
And everyone's so fake
And everybody's empty
And everything is so messed up
Preoccupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumbled and I crawled
And you could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I'll protect you
From all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
Imagine where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well you shoved it my face
Everyone is changing
There's no one left that's real
So make up your ending
And let me know just how you feel
'Cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
And you could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I will save you
From all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well you shoved it my face
This pain you gave to me
Oh, nobody told me what you thought
Nobody told me what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Showed you when to run away
Nobody told you where to hide
Nobody told you what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Showed you when to run away
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well you shoved it my face
This pain you gave to me
No
This pain you give to me
This pain you give to me
Can you take it all
Can you take it all away
The pain you give to me
This pain you give to me
This pain you give to me
Take it all away
This pain you give to me