Nov 22, 2005 11:00
Ok so i went to an autopsy field trip yesturday and i got really light headed and blacked out once they cut the one guy open. I dont really remember much after that or before but my head really hurts. I slept good and all lastnight but i had a nervous breakdown right in front of my fiance and i feel really bad for that and all but i felt upset because when i blacked out my ex b/f caught me and all and him and i got to talking and everything and he apologized for all he has said and done to me and i feel bad not because i felt what i did was wrong so i have that bad feeling inside then after telling him we could try to be friends i called him last night and told him everything that had happened and we decided we will prolly not hang out much outside of school but we will hang out a lot in school, just like saying hi and all to each other. Plus out lockers are like right next to each other so that somewhat makes it hard on both of us with the not talking and all. But so yah that is how that went and now i'm trying to cram for a psych test next hour that i heard was really hard and it is just making my head hurt more. Gosh school sucks big monkey balls. Ok gotta go cram some more! OWWWWWWWWWW!!!
Forever,
baby smurf