its about time

Jun 20, 2006 20:52

so my show is coming up July 5th.. pretty soon, im excited yet concerned ( Read more... )

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kim says... anonymous June 21 2006, 01:40:34 UTC
i'm not that busy, honest. just when i've been home by myself so much for this past month or whatever. i jump at the chance someone says something. gerry's says soccer game, i said sure. brad said please come to my baseball. i said sure. dad says zoo i said.. well sure.
gerry's asked me to another soccer game on sunday. i'll go. i've got nothing else to do.

i miss you so much and you know that. but sometimes i miss it when it was you and me. i guess i've realised that you and dean are really meant to be. i'm going to have to get used to that, just not right now. it's very hard on me still. when you and i are together. he's texting you constantly. which is awesome because i'm so happy to see you happy. but i miss it when it was just you and me and we would look at the guys and ooh and awww over them and what not.

i guess like you said when we get older we seperate.
i just never wanted that to happen.

i will call you. i promise on that. just... i miss YOU. :(

you know my life brit. you know everything about me. everything down to well... there's nothing you don't know. and you know that i'm still hurting from adam and i'm trying not to. i am moving on. i met one guy. we'll see where it goes. i just... life has sucked ass lately and doesn't seem to be getting better. and it all leads back to my mom.

i'm just going thru a really rough time in life. and i miss her alot.
ok i have to end this. i can't see the screen and i'm balling my eyes.
i'm sorry...

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Re: kim says... baby_muncher June 21 2006, 01:53:15 UTC
Kimmie. i dont need an explanation.. i know you enough that i dont need one at all... i didn't even expect a reply.
You have no idea... i still feel so lonely... without you... im sorry its hard for you, really... i dont want it to be.. and we can still ooh and ahhh over all the guys oh believe me ;)
seriously take the time you need... i want to just sit around and be a bum in my PJ's with you and just watch movies and talk... about random things that mean nothing... talk about some stupid thing you saw on the side of the road or some hot guy staring you down ;)
and YOU AND ME will never seperate.
i miss the days of just me and you... they're awesome.
seriously... figure out what days you have something planned and just work around that... im willing to do something with you whenever... i love you way too much to lose you.. i lost my last best friend to something completely stupid... and i dont want to lose you... i dont think i could possibly go through that again.
ahahah you complete me ;) ahahaha....
neways.. I LOVE YA KIMMIE!!!! and im sorry for everything.
THIS ISN'T THE END,,, <<<<<<<<<<3333333333
MUAH*****

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