who the fuck knows anymore!
OMG!!!! Life fucking has flipped and done a 180. It is all my fucking fault and I know that I am to blame. I just wish those that were hurt can forgive me. I've done a lot of bad shit, but I honestly don't think that anything has ever amounted to this. In fact I know for a fact it hasn't. I felt something and I ran. I didn't know what to do with anything anymore and so I ran. I hurt myself, and many people around me by doing that. From all of this I have made people even more mad with other actions that I have made. At this point I wish that I could make everything so much better for everyone and just die. That would make things for so many people so much easier and then I wouldn't ever be able to hurt anyone else and I would never be in pain again. What else can I do?
Basically, I've realized a few things the past 24hours((give or take a few)), and I wish I had realized them in full before. I hate how I did this and I hate how I hurt myself in more then one way, more then once. I don't know what to do anymore and I don't know what to do with life anymore. To me, I am as alone as I can be and I feel afraid of what will happen.
Basically, I've realized a few things the past 24hours((give or take a few)), and I wish I had realized them in full before. I hate how I did this and I hate how I hurt myself in more then one way, more then once. I don't know what to do anymore and I don't know what to do with life anymore. To me, I am as alone as I can be and I feel afraid of what will happen.