why?
why does life have to give you so many good choices to choose from in our lives? do you always have to choose just one.....why cant yuo have two or three of the good things?
there are so many good things right now falling in my lap and i dont know how to respond to it all. a couple of the greatest guys around and i dont know which one to go with. i can go for sweet, funny, smart, or even all of the above. how am i supposed to know which one is better for me?
ok i know that my brothers and parents just wish i wouldnt choose any of them, but they have to get the point that i am growing up and this is going to happen one time or another. they need to understand this.
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ok well today was a great day though. i woke up about 9:30 to SCOTT text messaging me then he had to go to a class where he couldnt text me anymore until it was over so i went back to sleep. around 12ish i was woken up by brittany and amanda down at the park saying that they are going to walk down the the house of rouse. so they came down to the house and we all hung out here talking and eating. ((that was great fun)) so yea then i got through the shower, and i called who else.....sandra! she and i decided to go to the mall and people watch for a little till the twins called and said that they were reayd to come over to watch chick flicks. when we decided to leave the mall i got a call on my cell from my friend pat saying that he wanted to kill him slef so sandra and i were like ok lets go see this boy-o. ((on the way we saw a little boy who got clipped by a car)).....(( it was so sad)) so yea we went and talked to pat for a little while and then headed back out to the double r and picked up the twins. once we got to sandra's house we decided to go to desi's house and see what they were up to and stop by my house. the twins had to go home and then the two of us went to the park for a little while.
amazingly tyler called me so i talked to him for almost 2 hours, after that i got some crazy text messages from scott then saying that he was thinking about suicide. so yea i talked to him for about a hour on the phone and now i am writing this.
how is it that i some how help people with there suicide problems when i have them myself? people say that it is the way that i can listen to them and understand what they are going through, but is that really it though? how do i know the truth?
that is a good question though....but even better....what is truth? how does anyone on the planet know what truth is. seriously though...think about it. well i am off......i need some sleep tonight or at least i need to try to get some. g'night to all!
there are so many good things right now falling in my lap and i dont know how to respond to it all. a couple of the greatest guys around and i dont know which one to go with. i can go for sweet, funny, smart, or even all of the above. how am i supposed to know which one is better for me?
ok i know that my brothers and parents just wish i wouldnt choose any of them, but they have to get the point that i am growing up and this is going to happen one time or another. they need to understand this.
.....
ok well today was a great day though. i woke up about 9:30 to SCOTT text messaging me then he had to go to a class where he couldnt text me anymore until it was over so i went back to sleep. around 12ish i was woken up by brittany and amanda down at the park saying that they are going to walk down the the house of rouse. so they came down to the house and we all hung out here talking and eating. ((that was great fun)) so yea then i got through the shower, and i called who else.....sandra! she and i decided to go to the mall and people watch for a little till the twins called and said that they were reayd to come over to watch chick flicks. when we decided to leave the mall i got a call on my cell from my friend pat saying that he wanted to kill him slef so sandra and i were like ok lets go see this boy-o. ((on the way we saw a little boy who got clipped by a car)).....(( it was so sad)) so yea we went and talked to pat for a little while and then headed back out to the double r and picked up the twins. once we got to sandra's house we decided to go to desi's house and see what they were up to and stop by my house. the twins had to go home and then the two of us went to the park for a little while.
amazingly tyler called me so i talked to him for almost 2 hours, after that i got some crazy text messages from scott then saying that he was thinking about suicide. so yea i talked to him for about a hour on the phone and now i am writing this.
how is it that i some how help people with there suicide problems when i have them myself? people say that it is the way that i can listen to them and understand what they are going through, but is that really it though? how do i know the truth?
that is a good question though....but even better....what is truth? how does anyone on the planet know what truth is. seriously though...think about it. well i am off......i need some sleep tonight or at least i need to try to get some. g'night to all!