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Never thought I would miss New York. Never thought I would miss all the possibilities to develop, and people, and theaters, and bars, and lights, and again, people people people. Of course, I miss the "fandom", too, -- it's a wrong thing to call it, actually, -- My Theatre Thing, this whole firework of experiences, reality and non-reality, game and friendship. It has truly turned my life upside down, not only providing me with somewhere to belong, and people to call friends, but changing my whole view on theatre and performing.
I'll get by, there's no doubt, and I'll try to make the best of wherever I am for the next 12 months. I never doubted my ability to find something useful to do, even in bloody Moscow; and, well, if everything's fine, and London happens... I've been longing for it to happen, so really, who am I to complain?
Still, goddamnit, I miss New York.
On the plus side, I know am not as stressed about London as I might've been. After seeing the good, the bad and the ugly of the City, I'm quite ready to trade my live-long love for the town upon Themes for the new infatuation with an island of Manhattan, if things go terribly wrong. Actually, I might make this choice even if things go right.
I guess, we'll just wait and wonder what happens.
I'll get by, there's no doubt, and I'll try to make the best of wherever I am for the next 12 months. I never doubted my ability to find something useful to do, even in bloody Moscow; and, well, if everything's fine, and London happens... I've been longing for it to happen, so really, who am I to complain?
Still, goddamnit, I miss New York.
On the plus side, I know am not as stressed about London as I might've been. After seeing the good, the bad and the ugly of the City, I'm quite ready to trade my live-long love for the town upon Themes for the new infatuation with an island of Manhattan, if things go terribly wrong. Actually, I might make this choice even if things go right.
I guess, we'll just wait and wonder what happens.