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so this weekend... it was a relief. but going to mission meadows always is. i needed a break from life. we played games and listened to the speaker. she really touched me. she taught us cool new words like conduit and energamaton and it was sweet. but now i have to go back to good old Boardman high school wait no its not good. grades suck classes suck and teachers who no longer like me. i hate boardman so much. i hate waking up and going to the ctc hen knowing i have to go back to boardman it ruins my day. im sick of my life. im sick of school. swimming the way i look. basically everything. so im gonna change it all. from now on everything is goin to be different. and im starting with school. well here we go.