how do you escape the feeling that you need a holiday
today seems to be one of those days where your having a bad day meanwhile it seems to be everyone elses BEST DAY! Everyone else is happy happy and all joyfully running throught their seemingly meaningless lives and just adding to your own personal misery. I dont know what is so bad about today...work went ok...ive gotten a lot of shit accomplished and yet i have that unmistakable heaviness on my heart that always seems to accompany a bad day. Maybe its the quickly approaching holiday and all the joy and excitment that seems to be infecting the air in anticipation of its arrival. Honestly i dont know what it is but its really pissin me off. And with everyone so happy and excited i cant help but feel like i want to run away to some deserted far away island that no one knows about just so that i can escape all these shappy people. But then i cant help wondering if its the people around me that i need to escape from or if its really myself i need the break from....