come home soon
i talked to steve on friday and then again today. it was entirely awesome and it felt so good to hear his voice. but it just made me miss him even more. i havn't seen him in 5 months and he wasn't exactly my favorite person then. i mean, it was just hard. i miss him so much. i just want to be able to hug him and tell him he smells good. that would be nice. or to actually be able to hold hands with my boyfriend for a change. that'd be weird. he sent me flowers on friday. a dozen long stem roses. it made me feel so good. friday night i did my homework in the dining room just so i could look at them. it was awesome. i would have to say i definitely love steven, he's so cool. my boyfriend is awesome and there's no one that can deny it. so anyway. i started school again. it kinda sux because i had to cut my hours at work, have even less time for myself, and have lots of bills to pay with shorter cash flow. hmm...it's all right tho i guess. there's this really kewl girl in a couple of my classes and i've burned with her a couple of times. and i recently recieved my second MIP. oh yeh. bites the big one right there. i go to court on wednesday for it. i'm pretty scared. umm..charles johnston came home from the army. it's pretty nice to have him around again. he's really cool. i have a good time hanging out with him. so anyway. i'm going to try to get some sleep..it probably won't happen but i'm going to try.