You see you're just not ripe, so don't try to fight that.
"Now you’re finally sixteen
And you’re feelin’ old
But they, they won’t believe
That you got a soul, no oh no.
’cause your only sixteen
And you’re feelin’ real
But you, you can’t seem to cop a feel, no oh no.
No Doubt = My heros
Well, here I am at school.
I got here 1.5 hours before my first class.
Why you ask?
Well you see, I have to take two other people to school.
And their classes start at 8:10.
Therefore, I am forced to wakeup that much earlier,
to no benefit of my own.
Whatever.
I am really weird right now.
I don't know if its because I'm sick
or because my med.s are off or what.
I just can't keep my mind on one track for more than 10 minutes.
And I don't believe in ADD so its not that.
I think I'm losing myself.
I know I am.
Things used to be so clear and drawn out for me,
now its my turn to fill in the blank spots.
And that is something I've never been good at.
Uh-oh.
I'm growing up. :[