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Mar 02, 2005 12:43

im so tired and i dont feel good. thats y im sittin home even tho the only snow day we got was yestaday! bree is sick too so she might now b in all week so ill b all alone in marine bio! ::cries:: shes graduatin soon and she found out she got into bcc. the only good things bout that is 1-shes not movin away from me so ill still c her and 2-im goin to bcc in '06! so ill b right behind her.

ive been thinkin bout muh godfather a lot lately and it seems like i amd the only one in muh family who does. im not sure if i mentioned this yet but im thinkin bout spendin half muh summer in florida so i can b wit my godmather part of the time and wit muh cousin and his wife part of the time. i kno id b giuvin up muh summa b4 muh senior yea but my godmother is all alone in the house now and muh cousin lives 45 minutes from her. but ssshhh! muh mom dont kno i might go. i talked to muh godmother and cousin already and they both like the idea. muh cousin even said that him and his wife (who live of the college campus where they both went) will throw a couple parties while im down there. theyr both 24 and they r awesome!

im havin an issue wit tommy (muh b/f). for those of u who dont kno the story of us..we went out b4 and we were plannin to get married he even had the ring at his house (he still does) but he was gunna go to the air force so we broke up. he neva ended up goin so we gort back togetha a lil ova a month ago.if we hadnt broken up we would b togetha for a year already. but wen we got back togetha i thought that things would b the same as they were b4. but its so different. i kno we r still goin to b ok and that we love each otha. and he still talks bout gettin married. but suttin happened (not between us but i cant say wut) and he didnt talk to me bout it. wen i asked wut was wrong hed say he didnt wanna tlk bout it so id simply reasure him that i was there if he wanted to talk lata eitha that or hed say he was fine. but i knew he wasnt. wen we r on the phone we basicly sit in silence but wen we r togetha everythin is perfect jus like b4! i love him so much and i kno he loves me too but it drives me nutts that he wont talk to me wen suttin is botherin him. so if u have ne advice..plz help me..thnx
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