Mike is the only one who makes life worth living
Hey y'all:
I'm sure you've all been on the edge of your seats waiting for another entry in this mostly depressing journal. Lemme give y'all a quick update. Mike got ungrounded the thursday after I posted the last journal entry, and that weekend we hung out at different places, like Preacher's house, his(Preacher's) friend Kevin's house, and that friday I wore my skirt to mike's house after school cuz it was our 1 month anniversary, but my mom confiscated it the next day cuz she said I snuck out of the house with it even though I told her I was taking it.
last week Mike had to stay afterschool to work on getting his grades up, so I had to deal with not seeing him after school except for wednesday, when we hung out at Rune's until I had to leave for driver's education. Then on friday, my mom kept being a bitch and said I had to come straight home after school and couldn't hang out with anyone unless they came to my house. So I had to go another day without being with my baby(Mike). Saturday, Mike came over after he was done babysitting his cousins, and we hung out in tha hot tub, then when we got bored, we went to his house cuz we were gonna hang with Dr. Jake and his girlfriend and everyone, but mike couldn't find the phone number or address, and I had to be home by 12:00, and we tried looking for alex and his group, but they disappeared, so after looking for them for 2 hours it was 11:15 and so mike and I decided to head to Dr. Jake's place anyways, and by the time we got there it was 12:00. I called my mom and begged her to let me stay overnight, but she was being a major bitch. this is pretty much how the conversation went:
jamie-"Hey mom, is it okay if I stay over here with sam and all them?"
mom-"No, We already set the rules before you left that you were to be home by 12:00. Besides, 17 year olds shouldn't be out all night, it's not right."
"But you didn't have a problem with it when I was 16!"
"Yeah, but I should have. I give you an inch and you take a mile, so I'm taking an inch back."
"Mom, that's not fair!"
"You've abused your priveleges. I expect you home tonight"
"Fine!!!"
So yeah, after I got off the phone with her, I felt like both hitting something cuz of anger, and hugging mike and crying on his shoulder cuz I was sad and depressed. So I got a ride from one of our friends and got home at 12:20am. then sunday came around and i asked mom if I could go to mike's house and at first she said no, but then I told her that we were gonna play Risk with his family, so she let me go. I called up mike's house but he was still at Dr. Jake's(cuz he was allowed to stay over). So my mom, brother and I all went to lunch at Winger's and shortly after we ordered our food, mike called up cuz he'd just gotten home. it was the best conversation I've ever had on the phone.
Jamie-"hell-o"
Mike-"Jamie, this is mike, yeah I just got home"
"okay"
"Jamie, I've missed you so much, you're like my air."
"Aww"
"Can you come over today, or not?"
" I can"
"Yay!!!!!"
"Yep! We're eating lunch at Winger's right now, but afterwards I'm coming over to your place"
"Okay, I'll see you then. love you babe"
"Love you. Bye"
"Bye."
I ate lunch really fast after that phone call. Thank god Winger's doesn't spend a lot of time cooking the food. well when we were done there, my family dropped me off at Mike's house we set up the Risk game. I'll just sum up the game for you. Mike's dad took over all of asia and australia, wiped me out of europe, Kicked MIke out of africa, and finally conquered the america's. so here's the list of losers in order of first to last: Me, Mike, Mike's Mom, and his dad was the Champion(as usual, lol). then after the game was over, I was invited to stay for dinner, and until then mike and i went down to his room and, umm, lemme just say, we made it to second base(hee hee hee). Mike and I have been talking about having sex, but he won't use a condom, and I refuse to do it without one until we're "Legally" married(cuz we're already married, just not legally). When I turn 18 and he gets a vacation from the Army, we're gonna go down to Vegas and getting married cuz the only thing in the way of us getting married now is my mother cuz I need her consent to get married before I'm 18, and she won't give her consent. and I don't want to get married until after I finish high school, then I can go with Mike around Europe and we can start having kids. ^^
so that's how sunday went. umm, then today, I overslept and my mom refused to give me a ride cuz I hadn't taken a shower, so I punched the wall twice, took a 5 minute shower and got ready and then I had to take the bus cuz my mom had left and I doubted my brother would have driven me. So by the time I got to school, Mike's bus had gotten there and he got on it, and I just made it to say good-bye to him,and I almost broke down for no reason, like I was looking into his eyes, and I felt like crying. and I'm starting to cry right now just thinking of it. then his bus drove away and I felt like hitting something again, but refrained from doing so. then afterschool, he just made it to say goodbye to me before I got on my bus and he said he was sorry for not getting to school earlier in tha morning and I told him it wasn't his fault, it was my mom's. Since I got home, I've just been counting down until tomorrow morning cuz that'll be the only time on tuesdays where I can see him cuz I've got to drive for driver's ed. right after school. :((
Well I gotsta go
to all my Gothalo's and Juggalo's:
Peace out(War In)
and to Michael Clawson:
I Love You With All My Heart And I Can't Wait For Us To Get Married!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Forever Yours,
Gothic Angel
I'm sure you've all been on the edge of your seats waiting for another entry in this mostly depressing journal. Lemme give y'all a quick update. Mike got ungrounded the thursday after I posted the last journal entry, and that weekend we hung out at different places, like Preacher's house, his(Preacher's) friend Kevin's house, and that friday I wore my skirt to mike's house after school cuz it was our 1 month anniversary, but my mom confiscated it the next day cuz she said I snuck out of the house with it even though I told her I was taking it.
last week Mike had to stay afterschool to work on getting his grades up, so I had to deal with not seeing him after school except for wednesday, when we hung out at Rune's until I had to leave for driver's education. Then on friday, my mom kept being a bitch and said I had to come straight home after school and couldn't hang out with anyone unless they came to my house. So I had to go another day without being with my baby(Mike). Saturday, Mike came over after he was done babysitting his cousins, and we hung out in tha hot tub, then when we got bored, we went to his house cuz we were gonna hang with Dr. Jake and his girlfriend and everyone, but mike couldn't find the phone number or address, and I had to be home by 12:00, and we tried looking for alex and his group, but they disappeared, so after looking for them for 2 hours it was 11:15 and so mike and I decided to head to Dr. Jake's place anyways, and by the time we got there it was 12:00. I called my mom and begged her to let me stay overnight, but she was being a major bitch. this is pretty much how the conversation went:
jamie-"Hey mom, is it okay if I stay over here with sam and all them?"
mom-"No, We already set the rules before you left that you were to be home by 12:00. Besides, 17 year olds shouldn't be out all night, it's not right."
"But you didn't have a problem with it when I was 16!"
"Yeah, but I should have. I give you an inch and you take a mile, so I'm taking an inch back."
"Mom, that's not fair!"
"You've abused your priveleges. I expect you home tonight"
"Fine!!!"
So yeah, after I got off the phone with her, I felt like both hitting something cuz of anger, and hugging mike and crying on his shoulder cuz I was sad and depressed. So I got a ride from one of our friends and got home at 12:20am. then sunday came around and i asked mom if I could go to mike's house and at first she said no, but then I told her that we were gonna play Risk with his family, so she let me go. I called up mike's house but he was still at Dr. Jake's(cuz he was allowed to stay over). So my mom, brother and I all went to lunch at Winger's and shortly after we ordered our food, mike called up cuz he'd just gotten home. it was the best conversation I've ever had on the phone.
Jamie-"hell-o"
Mike-"Jamie, this is mike, yeah I just got home"
"okay"
"Jamie, I've missed you so much, you're like my air."
"Aww"
"Can you come over today, or not?"
" I can"
"Yay!!!!!"
"Yep! We're eating lunch at Winger's right now, but afterwards I'm coming over to your place"
"Okay, I'll see you then. love you babe"
"Love you. Bye"
"Bye."
I ate lunch really fast after that phone call. Thank god Winger's doesn't spend a lot of time cooking the food. well when we were done there, my family dropped me off at Mike's house we set up the Risk game. I'll just sum up the game for you. Mike's dad took over all of asia and australia, wiped me out of europe, Kicked MIke out of africa, and finally conquered the america's. so here's the list of losers in order of first to last: Me, Mike, Mike's Mom, and his dad was the Champion(as usual, lol). then after the game was over, I was invited to stay for dinner, and until then mike and i went down to his room and, umm, lemme just say, we made it to second base(hee hee hee). Mike and I have been talking about having sex, but he won't use a condom, and I refuse to do it without one until we're "Legally" married(cuz we're already married, just not legally). When I turn 18 and he gets a vacation from the Army, we're gonna go down to Vegas and getting married cuz the only thing in the way of us getting married now is my mother cuz I need her consent to get married before I'm 18, and she won't give her consent. and I don't want to get married until after I finish high school, then I can go with Mike around Europe and we can start having kids. ^^
so that's how sunday went. umm, then today, I overslept and my mom refused to give me a ride cuz I hadn't taken a shower, so I punched the wall twice, took a 5 minute shower and got ready and then I had to take the bus cuz my mom had left and I doubted my brother would have driven me. So by the time I got to school, Mike's bus had gotten there and he got on it, and I just made it to say good-bye to him,and I almost broke down for no reason, like I was looking into his eyes, and I felt like crying. and I'm starting to cry right now just thinking of it. then his bus drove away and I felt like hitting something again, but refrained from doing so. then afterschool, he just made it to say goodbye to me before I got on my bus and he said he was sorry for not getting to school earlier in tha morning and I told him it wasn't his fault, it was my mom's. Since I got home, I've just been counting down until tomorrow morning cuz that'll be the only time on tuesdays where I can see him cuz I've got to drive for driver's ed. right after school. :((
Well I gotsta go
to all my Gothalo's and Juggalo's:
Peace out(War In)
and to Michael Clawson:
I Love You With All My Heart And I Can't Wait For Us To Get Married!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Forever Yours,
Gothic Angel