does 4:20am count, too??
so, I don't know what the hell is going on. whether or not he was serious is beyond me.
but, how could he be serious? I just don't know. so I'm not looking into it. I'll just live my life and pretend like it wasn't asked or mentioned.
if he was serious, however.. would it be a mistake? would I be doing another one of my infamous stupid shawna decisions? aren't there steps two should take before doing something crazy like that? I just don't know.
I feel like a blubbering idiot. but it's actually a legit feeling of worry, or insanity. I haven't decided. it makes sense. then again, it would (or could) very well be the worst idea ever.
on another note, work is good. living situation is good. cats are good-ish. and I love jagerbombs. and patron.
but, how could he be serious? I just don't know. so I'm not looking into it. I'll just live my life and pretend like it wasn't asked or mentioned.
if he was serious, however.. would it be a mistake? would I be doing another one of my infamous stupid shawna decisions? aren't there steps two should take before doing something crazy like that? I just don't know.
I feel like a blubbering idiot. but it's actually a legit feeling of worry, or insanity. I haven't decided. it makes sense. then again, it would (or could) very well be the worst idea ever.
on another note, work is good. living situation is good. cats are good-ish. and I love jagerbombs. and patron.