1st entry in a long time..
Dear Journal and Friends,
I'm acting pathetic about Thomas not calling me. I mean he only arrive yesterday but knowing me everytime he goes on vacation or a college visit I hate to wait. I'm just SO IMPATIENT(and I fucking hate that about myself)! So he's in the Adirondacks, where I am supposed to be right now, but I'm going to Pennsylvania to relax and meet Etna so I cancelled. I am kindof/but then not regreting going this week.. I mean then I wouldn't be like this. I'd also be relaxing there. I guess I could have gone the week after.. oh well Idk there's just so many choices to make in life. The other reason I'm reaccting like this is because I haven't seen him since June 17(only during his summer, not mine) and I have barley talked to him these past 2 weeks because of his summer job. His summer job is killing me.. I mean it's so hard to have my regular day when I'd call him late at night because he's been going to bed earlier and it's driving me nuts.
The main point is that I really miss him! I just want to see him but I have to wait another week, after I get back from Pennsylvania. I love him so much.. so so so so so much!
Comment if u must
<3
amy~
I'm acting pathetic about Thomas not calling me. I mean he only arrive yesterday but knowing me everytime he goes on vacation or a college visit I hate to wait. I'm just SO IMPATIENT(and I fucking hate that about myself)! So he's in the Adirondacks, where I am supposed to be right now, but I'm going to Pennsylvania to relax and meet Etna so I cancelled. I am kindof/but then not regreting going this week.. I mean then I wouldn't be like this. I'd also be relaxing there. I guess I could have gone the week after.. oh well Idk there's just so many choices to make in life. The other reason I'm reaccting like this is because I haven't seen him since June 17(only during his summer, not mine) and I have barley talked to him these past 2 weeks because of his summer job. His summer job is killing me.. I mean it's so hard to have my regular day when I'd call him late at night because he's been going to bed earlier and it's driving me nuts.
The main point is that I really miss him! I just want to see him but I have to wait another week, after I get back from Pennsylvania. I love him so much.. so so so so so much!
Comment if u must
<3
amy~