Mar 30, 2005 16:15
i gess im kinda addicted
its not very bad because its only weed but still
i hate feeling like i dont control my own life i mean i do but not really
i dont know im confused
and im down i dont wanna smoke ill try not to 2marow but i dont know i cant be around him if im not high it make me depressed coz i dont really want to be mean(for once !!!lol)but i also want to make myself feel good thats all i ask for while im here
i hate it i want to be nice and i kinda cant what should i do
i think i need to talk to molly she ll help me not to be too mean
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i suck
if you ahve any advice tell me
sockette