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[baby_duck69]

i dont know what happend today i dont really remember
i gess i kinda do forgot on purpose sometimes i do
then all the pain i feel inside
crawl away hiding in the dark waiting to jump back on my back
raping my heart drinking the liquid from the back of my head
hit it again...harder
cut it again...deeper
going trough everything let the blood come out
let the life walk' holding you're hand
not with but you but next to you
knife
scissors
glass
even CDs sometimes
eveything sharp
eveything cold
inside of me

wasnt suppose to be a poem wtf am i doing here???