Mar 22, 2005 23:25
can't sleep
im so scared
im affraid that it would come out of the dark
knock under the bed
come behind me
im just scared
i try to remember how it was before i was talking to them
wasnt scared
never alone
always some one else not far
i never know what is going to be here
tears of fear
crawling down from my heart to my mouth
swalow faster!!!faster
and im sitting here
can't move it too late nothing to do
all asleep can't move
ill try not to scream
i want to i cant stop im to affraid to let it comes out
cant wake them up they'll think im crazy
yelling at night for no reason
im scared can't go to sleep
i know im insane
no ones is here
i want a human right now with me please hug me make me feel alive i can't breath i cry and cry and cry
please come here im scared
but nothing happend
why
why me
i must die
i need you right now
come talk to me
take me against your body and make feel alive alive
alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive aloive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive...........................