I'm not having a good night tonight
I feel unattractive. I wish my mom wasn't here. I wish I could throw up the contents of my stomach without everyone looking at me funny. well, then tomorrow is another day. I may be able to finish some of my masks. God, I hope I can. I am so freaking tired. I'm taking sleep happy meds and chap stick and sleeping snuggled into my covers with my stuffed animals and pretend I'm seven. when I was so happy. So join me in my dreams