My very merry Christmas
Today was okay... But not really. I spent my entire day thinking about how I didn't want to be with my "Family." I didn't really get anything that good. The one thing I got that liked was a silver kitten on a chain, it represents the kitten I have never or will ever get, a bunch of pots for my garden, a hand held voice recorder, for my book that I'm writing, and some money (which I need). So I still want to make a cut on my wrist I promised myself I would wait until january. I'm so tired I'm going to lay down.