Crystal + Chris =

Jul 27, 2004 16:05

You were everything that i ever wanted you kept me up so many times, but now you changed, your the worst person i ever met in my life, i wish i never met you, i wish i never grew on to you, and i wish i never loved you. You were the one that made me stop believing you were the one that made me give up, you were the one that gave me my depression. You dont know how it feels to have someone cry over you. I hate the fact that still at times before i go to sleep i just cry. You tell me you want a friendship. A friendship for what? A friendship so i can call you and tell you whenever i find out gossip about you? What does a friendship ever mean to you anymore? Have u ever called me to see how i was doing? Have you ever called me to hang out sometime? Isnt that what friends do? Well No not in your world, your world is just use to me so you can get what you want. You never noticed my feelings, all you ever did was look at your self and saw how u felt. You take me down to a road a road where its a dead end. Where am i suppose to go with that? You left me confused so many times, and for a while i did fine actually but up untill today, i cant help it anymore all the feelings i hided thinking maybe if there is faith something will happen. I kept my self away from the dating world because i believed in love. But yet i am so wrong. I wasted so many months, so many crys, so many phone calls with you. You got me aboustly no where in life but just a broken heart that i have to mend with. This is what you wanted right?
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