My Car
Okay so today i went to the BMW dealership, and i saw the car i want. The 2004 330 Ci but i have issues. The back of the car i am in total love with but the front bothers me. I mean its nice but something about the front really bothers which gives me doubts about buying the car, but i mean i can change the front right? Or maybe ill just buy a body kit or i dont know something. Than the color is a BIG issue for me. I HATE the white, the black looks to executive because after all that car is condisered the "Executive car" and i really dont look like a bussiness woman and the blue is a maybe but i have a feeling its going to be a color im going to regert if i buy it than hate it after a couple of moths so fuckkk i dont even know! The inside is going to be tan im fine with that, although i really like to customize it and make it white, but i know theres just going to be so many people in it and to many drunken nights were my leather gets fucked up, so no to white for NOW. And the one thing that is making me really really sad is that this car is not stick shift, and i set my heart on getting a stick shift car so i am so dissapointed i mean i still have time to decide if i want stick shift but theres so many reasons why i shouldnt get it, but than at times i just want to say fuck it to the reasons and everyones opinion on "why" i shouldnt get it, and make my self happy, but than there stupid little voices are going to be in the back of my head so fuck i dont know on that either. Than the speed on this car its not going to be as fast as i would like it, but ill get over that i am a begginger driver after all. My dad wants me to go to the lexus dealership and the Mercedes dealership also and see there cars, so ima gonno do that next week just to make sure my Ci is the car i really really want. Im pretty sure it is, but fucking issues i swear man, i need help, i need advice!!!!!