Jan 30, 2004 19:20
FUCK ADMINISTRATORS! KILL THEM ALL!! well I haven't seen jim since tuesday and i will not see him until monday now b/c he was suspended today for not going to restricted lunch (FUCK THAT) and so now he's grounded... AHH i hate staying at home... it puts me in the worst mood ever and i become such a bitch to everyone around me... so if there's anyone with no plans on a friday night and wants to come rescue me it would be quite wonderful.
school sucked... i didnt go in until third period which was alright... i've become so lazy and apathetic lately... i'm gonna start getting bad grades and shit and it's not even like im getting into drugs, or spending too much time with friends, or am too busy or anything... i'm just lazy as shit. i have loads of free time but i just sit around and do shit all day. it sucks cuz later i feel like i waisted my time and i tell myself i'm gonna get up and do something...i never do though. i've missed like three days of school this semester and i've come in half way through the day like 6 times. if anyone has an antidote for this disease called apathy please... let me know.
on a lighter note... there's my boyfriend jim :).... he's the only thing that can keep me from holding up a liqour store on this shitty night of nights... and i thank him for that... i can't wait until spain love.... or australia...
love you, miss you...
James