"sometimes its so crazy, that nothing can save me..."
well, this week has been... interestin. school's hard. i hate it. im gettin alrite in all my classes, but not realli the grades i was hopin 4. stupid hard semester, focus spread 2 much btwn classes, well, cept comp, thats easy. stupid math, stupid chem, and stupid bio.
yesterday was semi, didnt go, 2 expensive. at least my digi cam's ok.
havnt been gettin much sleep. my own fault, i admit, but o well. i dont like sleepin, well, in some aspects, i do. its a form of escape. when ur sleepin, the outside world cant bother u as much. but neways, i dont like sleepin cuz sleepin ultimately leads to wakin up, which means facin another pointless day.
im feelin... i dunno. its one of those blah feelings iv had all week. its like, u wanna give up, but u jus cant because u think that it'll ultimately get better. u also kno u cant give up cuz ppl will b disappointed if u do, and havin ppl dispaoointed at u makes u feel even more... i dunno, it jus feels like u let them down somehow. but if u start off bad, then ppl wont b as disappointed if u do somethin bad.
well, i technically shouldnt b complainin bout my life. some ppl's r worse. but u jus cant help but think that things should b better...
yesterday was semi, didnt go, 2 expensive. at least my digi cam's ok.
havnt been gettin much sleep. my own fault, i admit, but o well. i dont like sleepin, well, in some aspects, i do. its a form of escape. when ur sleepin, the outside world cant bother u as much. but neways, i dont like sleepin cuz sleepin ultimately leads to wakin up, which means facin another pointless day.
im feelin... i dunno. its one of those blah feelings iv had all week. its like, u wanna give up, but u jus cant because u think that it'll ultimately get better. u also kno u cant give up cuz ppl will b disappointed if u do, and havin ppl dispaoointed at u makes u feel even more... i dunno, it jus feels like u let them down somehow. but if u start off bad, then ppl wont b as disappointed if u do somethin bad.
well, i technically shouldnt b complainin bout my life. some ppl's r worse. but u jus cant help but think that things should b better...