Why do I do this?
Okie, so everything is going pretty well. I finished classes. YAY! I start again on the 15th. DUN DUN DUN! Grades come out of the 6th... I'm def looking at a higher GPA than last semester, but i dunno about straight As. Kappa stuff is over until August, which isnt too bad, b/c I need to relax and I need to make some money. I was getting way to stressed. Hopefully I'll still see the girls. As for roommates... I've got Lorna and Zach, and either John or Juan(hopefully). Maybe I'll find someone else soon. Work is ok, I don
t mind the people, the hours are just becoming draining. Tomorrow is my 3rd double in a row. BOO! And for boys... UGH! I just dont even know. I read a note I wrote last year to Curtis that I never gave him. I still think about him, but I'm glad hes happy. Laura is a really nice girl. And I think I'm slowly getting over Kyle. YAY ME!!! But this whole thing with Chad is just sooo confusing. I don't want a relationship, I get annoyed with things he does and then I can't see him, or he doesnt respond to a text and I get a lil upset. Not overly emotional, but just wish I could talk to him. And the fact that hes at that party tonight kinda makes me a lil jealous... but after everything that happened... it just wouldnt feel right. I don't want to hind things from people either, but I would feel like such a hypocrit if I even attempted something. I wish I had my Daytona people around still, I miss them, and I know I wouldn't be worrying so much with them around. I need to get to see them, and make it to j-ville. I miss them too. I feel like things are falling apart simply b/c I'm so busy. Hopefully things will be okay soon. I KNOW things will be ok soon. :)
t mind the people, the hours are just becoming draining. Tomorrow is my 3rd double in a row. BOO! And for boys... UGH! I just dont even know. I read a note I wrote last year to Curtis that I never gave him. I still think about him, but I'm glad hes happy. Laura is a really nice girl. And I think I'm slowly getting over Kyle. YAY ME!!! But this whole thing with Chad is just sooo confusing. I don't want a relationship, I get annoyed with things he does and then I can't see him, or he doesnt respond to a text and I get a lil upset. Not overly emotional, but just wish I could talk to him. And the fact that hes at that party tonight kinda makes me a lil jealous... but after everything that happened... it just wouldnt feel right. I don't want to hind things from people either, but I would feel like such a hypocrit if I even attempted something. I wish I had my Daytona people around still, I miss them, and I know I wouldn't be worrying so much with them around. I need to get to see them, and make it to j-ville. I miss them too. I feel like things are falling apart simply b/c I'm so busy. Hopefully things will be okay soon. I KNOW things will be ok soon. :)