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[baby_bat_x3]

I'm tired of doing everything that my little sister tell's me to just to avoid a fight.
I'm tired of my little sister getting everything that she wants.
I'm tired of everything beibg my fault.
I'm tired of always having to worry what my mom is going to say.
I'm tired of avoiding my mom just because I know that no matter what she is going to yell at me.
I'm tired of my mom calling and saying "tell your sister that I love her" and not her telling me that she loves me.
I'm tired of not ever knowing what to do right.
I'm tired of my mom always having to say something to me when i'm around my friends.
I'm tired of my mom not remembering anything that she says.
I'm tired of my dad not know how to be a real father.
I'm tired of my mom never being home.
I'm tired of school.
I'm tired of never getting to say what I really feel.
I'm tired of thinking that the only one in my house that loves me is Ginger.
I'm tired of being the accused.
I'm tired of not knowing what to do.
I'm tired of taking medication.
I'm tired of feeling like I have to keep my feelings in all the time.
I'm tired of never knowing what to say.
I'm tired of my mom being a psycho.
I'm tired of feeling as though I need to impress my mom, even though nothing impresses her.
I'm tired of my mom thinking that everything is alright for me and that she has it REAL BAD.
I'm tired of my mom never thinking that it's her fault.
& I'm really tired of it being this hard and knowing that people have it worse.