FUCKED BITCH

[baby__justin]

I AM SO FUCKING PISSED RIGHT NOW.

ALL I WANT TO FUCKING DO IS TALK TO HIM.
BUT HE'S ALWAYS "BUSY" OR TIRED. FUCK THAT.

I DONT CARE HOW FUCKING BUSY I AM I WOULD DROP EVERYTHING THAT IM DOING TO TALK TO HIM. EVEN IF MY PHONE DIDNT HAVE SERVICE, I WOULD FUCKING FIND A PHONE SO I COULD TALK TO HIM.. EH.. I GUESS THAT OUR MINDS ARE COMPLETELY IN DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS..

TOMORROW I AM SUPPOSE TO BE SEEING HIM.
I DONT EVEN THINK THAT THATS GOING TO HAPPEN THOUGH.
HE'S REALLY MESSING UP. AND I TOLD HIM THAT BUT ALL HE COULD SAY WAS "OKAY"..
GREAT???

DON'T GET ME WRONG HE'S AMAZING.. ITS JUST THIS PAST WEEK HE HASNT BEEN THE GUY THAT I HE USUALLY IS. FUCK. I HATE THIS WEEK. I HATE BEING AT MY MOMS HOUSE. AND I HATE MY STUPID FUCKING SISTERS WHO CAUSE ME SO MUCH STRESS..

I LOVE JUSTIN SO MUCH.. I JUST WANT TO SEE HIM AGAIN SO THINGS CAN GET BETTER.
THATS WHY WERE BOTH GETTING MAD WITH EACHOTHER RIGHT NOW.. WE BOTH HAVENT SEEN EACHOTHER IN TWO WEEKS AND WE MISS EACHOTHER. WE JUST NEED TO SPEND TIME TOGETHER.
AND THEN.. THINGS WILL BE FAIRY TALE PERFECT AGAIN.

IM GOING TO GO.
I'LL WRITE MORE LATER.
<33 JESS