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oct 1st
happy fall
happy sick jenny
happy jenny because matt takes me to family functions
and im not sure if they like me or not.
but besides that...
i've been anxiety ridden and weird
i even took a trip to the hospital at freakin 11 pm and got hom at 2am
my blood pressure's high
my doctor thinks i might have some kind of rare kidney disease
yesterday i fell asleep while matt was doing homerwork
he hung out with me all day though
and istill can't get enough of lovin
maybe that's a problem
but im not dying when it's gone
i just always wish he was around
not dependent, just so fucking addicted to endorphines or SOMETHING
next week is some zombie deal
ummmmm
i have to pee
peace
happy fall
happy sick jenny
happy jenny because matt takes me to family functions
and im not sure if they like me or not.
but besides that...
i've been anxiety ridden and weird
i even took a trip to the hospital at freakin 11 pm and got hom at 2am
my blood pressure's high
my doctor thinks i might have some kind of rare kidney disease
yesterday i fell asleep while matt was doing homerwork
he hung out with me all day though
and istill can't get enough of lovin
maybe that's a problem
but im not dying when it's gone
i just always wish he was around
not dependent, just so fucking addicted to endorphines or SOMETHING
next week is some zombie deal
ummmmm
i have to pee
peace