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so ummmm
hey!
friday was photo class.
so i basically fucked up at life and took bad pictures of rainer maria at fordham because i got too technical with the numbers. thats what happens when you think too much about what you're doing and it fucks it up. oh well.
i guess i have to get used to wasting film and other things. make mistakes to learn.
michael and i tried out for the radio!!
michael immediately made it because the guy looved his voice.
i was so happy for him.
and then i went to try out and read the news list he gave me and i was so beyond nervous and i was breathing too heard but he said he loved my voice a lot and that he wouldn't give up on me. so he's goign to practice with me until i can read soemthing without stumbling all over the words.
which is more than i could ever ask for.
so i'm basically broadening my horizons this semester.
painting, drawing, photography, and radio.
i plan to apply to SVA, hunter college, parsons, new paltz, or pace.
i don't know yet.
anywhere near the city would be totally ideal for me.
and not here in my house.
i knwo my mother needs me but i need her to know that i'm not dependent on her. she thinks: i can't do laundary. i can't make my own food. go grocery shopping. buying toilet paper. i can't do things by myself.
well she's goign to be suprised when i save enough money to get the fuck out of here. 100 dollars is a start. i'm gonna stay at the movie theater i guess because commerce bank is pretty fucking lame in never calling meb ack.
so i'm gonna save as much money as i can. i get my paycheck today..ummm.
i'm borrowing my grandpa's car til tuesday.h oly shit this is so exciting. it's like having my own car for four days.
you know i'm being a badass and taking this shit out for rides.
fl;jdfojgfodjgtpeoruer9up34903u9034u349340u YESSSSSS
ok i forgot what i was talking abotu earlier.
so i saw rainer maria again ...at fordham at this little coffee house like 10 feet away from matt's dorm. it was so ncie and private.
so ibasically was hanging out with rainer maria + matt without actuallt hanging otu with rainer maria because tthey were too intimidating to talk to. so i felt like a big stalker or whatever and will was slepeing ont he couch next to matt and me and we were on anoither couch just chillin
caithlin was putting on her makeup while kyle fischer was reading some internet chain letter (it resembled that)
so whateverz and they performed and it ws ssweet and my ears rang.
and the damage is done.
i'm pretty pumped to get this car for the next few days.
i'm gonna make a mix cd just so i can rape the cd player.
whats up with this ridiculous weather
i don't want to admit that i enjoy it
because then it will become bitterly cold
before rainer maria, matt and i met at central park and we walked around and sat on top of this giant rock and looked at scenery.
it was really cuteee..
r-b-l-d on the 11th.
i think im gonna start doing odd-job things like painting and selling. making crafts and selling. basically creating and selling for some extra cash.
but this means making a lot of things in a short period of time.
i need to go to pearl and buy baby canvases and steal christian's idea of painting them with designs. i'm gonna paint pants, shirts, and shit and sell them. i need to shop at like savers and find this shit.
i think im gonna steal the car and go today.
project jenny is underway.
hey!
friday was photo class.
so i basically fucked up at life and took bad pictures of rainer maria at fordham because i got too technical with the numbers. thats what happens when you think too much about what you're doing and it fucks it up. oh well.
i guess i have to get used to wasting film and other things. make mistakes to learn.
michael and i tried out for the radio!!
michael immediately made it because the guy looved his voice.
i was so happy for him.
and then i went to try out and read the news list he gave me and i was so beyond nervous and i was breathing too heard but he said he loved my voice a lot and that he wouldn't give up on me. so he's goign to practice with me until i can read soemthing without stumbling all over the words.
which is more than i could ever ask for.
so i'm basically broadening my horizons this semester.
painting, drawing, photography, and radio.
i plan to apply to SVA, hunter college, parsons, new paltz, or pace.
i don't know yet.
anywhere near the city would be totally ideal for me.
and not here in my house.
i knwo my mother needs me but i need her to know that i'm not dependent on her. she thinks: i can't do laundary. i can't make my own food. go grocery shopping. buying toilet paper. i can't do things by myself.
well she's goign to be suprised when i save enough money to get the fuck out of here. 100 dollars is a start. i'm gonna stay at the movie theater i guess because commerce bank is pretty fucking lame in never calling meb ack.
so i'm gonna save as much money as i can. i get my paycheck today..ummm.
i'm borrowing my grandpa's car til tuesday.h oly shit this is so exciting. it's like having my own car for four days.
you know i'm being a badass and taking this shit out for rides.
fl;jdfojgfodjgtpeoruer9up34903u9034u349340u YESSSSSS
ok i forgot what i was talking abotu earlier.
so i saw rainer maria again ...at fordham at this little coffee house like 10 feet away from matt's dorm. it was so ncie and private.
so ibasically was hanging out with rainer maria + matt without actuallt hanging otu with rainer maria because tthey were too intimidating to talk to. so i felt like a big stalker or whatever and will was slepeing ont he couch next to matt and me and we were on anoither couch just chillin
caithlin was putting on her makeup while kyle fischer was reading some internet chain letter (it resembled that)
so whateverz and they performed and it ws ssweet and my ears rang.
and the damage is done.
i'm pretty pumped to get this car for the next few days.
i'm gonna make a mix cd just so i can rape the cd player.
whats up with this ridiculous weather
i don't want to admit that i enjoy it
because then it will become bitterly cold
before rainer maria, matt and i met at central park and we walked around and sat on top of this giant rock and looked at scenery.
it was really cuteee..
r-b-l-d on the 11th.
i think im gonna start doing odd-job things like painting and selling. making crafts and selling. basically creating and selling for some extra cash.
but this means making a lot of things in a short period of time.
i need to go to pearl and buy baby canvases and steal christian's idea of painting them with designs. i'm gonna paint pants, shirts, and shit and sell them. i need to shop at like savers and find this shit.
i think im gonna steal the car and go today.
project jenny is underway.