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oh gosh, im not doing very great. Everyday its getting worst and i can realize it. its been 2 days in a row that im binging/purging...and the worst part is that i acutely like to purge, i feel clean after and argg..sometime i wanna get better but sometimes i dont. Im kinda of lazy!
Now school has started, and i dont wanna loose concentration, and faint. So in the morning ill have oatmeal or fruits, and for lunch il have 1cup of salad or soup, something under 200 cals. For supper i eat and purge. I hate this.
I feel like being bulimic, which im not and i dont think ill ever be. Its like my own little secret..
Anyways, fasting this weekend :)
Now school has started, and i dont wanna loose concentration, and faint. So in the morning ill have oatmeal or fruits, and for lunch il have 1cup of salad or soup, something under 200 cals. For supper i eat and purge. I hate this.
I feel like being bulimic, which im not and i dont think ill ever be. Its like my own little secret..
Anyways, fasting this weekend :)