i love these things...the only things left that bring me true joy
when i come back from iowa i may not have a boyfriend...we've both agreed we cant do it anymore with the distance in between us. either i stay in california and we break up or i officially decide to move out there in the near future and we stay together...i dont know...
he's leaving wednesday morning to stay for 3 days in loiusiana with his dad to say goodbye to his brother who is being re deployed to iraq. he didnt want to go and leave me or he wanted me to wait to go out there until friday but i told him i had to problem stayin at the house with bulldozer and jake and that i wanted him to go see his brother. we really really dont want to break up...i hate distance = (
this trip is truly bittersweet