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[baby____girl08]

i swear man the past 2 months have been so bad one of my cousin maryann got back with her ex boyfriend that hit her not to long ago and then she got fired from her job and then her and her boyfriend went and robbed the place where she worked and she has 3 kids at home so she's bout to go to jail and i have no clue what they will do with her kids im hopin they give them to their daddy b/c he will take care of them alot better.....there's somebody around here robbin everybody it sucks we dont know who it is though im scared my house is gonna get robbed.....then today lawrence called me and we were talkin well it was this morning and i asked him if we were still together and he said well i think we should kinda take some time off right now and i said why he said because we cant be that close right now and we are both goin through so much shit right now and i said ok but im scared that im gonna loose touch with you and he said naw we aint gonna lose touch so i said ok....so i kinda been cryin all morning but i guess i understand what he is sayin because neither one of us know if either one of us are cheating because he dont have a phone right now and we can only talk on weekends when his dads cell phone is free so we dont really talk that much but i guess its for the better but i dont wanna lose my baby i love him so much i really didnt think we would brake up again but i just guess i thought wrong but i cant put my life on hold for him but its also hard as hell to move on i just cant see me without him ya no we have been together so long and it seems weird to say that we aint together i mean i now we have broke up before but my god we are close now then ever before well ima have to stop thinkin bout it because i have cried more these past 2 months than i have in 16 years ya no well i got to go love yall be careful bye!

i love lawrence

brittany