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Sep 22, 2005 17:37

well i went to stacey's veiwin and i saw her and right when i saw her i cried my eyes out and then i wanted to touch her so bad but i was just scared to ya no and then i did i felt of her hand and it just fely like she was still here and every memorie that we had came in my head and i felt of her hair it wa so soft but she was so cold and i felt of her arm also and her hand i cried all day and that was on tuesday and then wednesday i went to her funeral and they played that song i can only imagine i cried then also and they preached and then after that we went to the grave yard and i cried my eyes out when we was up there i watched then put her underground it was so sad i got one of her flowers off of her casket that they said we could have i just cant beleive all of this crap i mean it just feels like a dream ya no i miss her so much and i know that god has a path for everyone but why did this have to happen to her ya no i mean so many people has been comin up to me and askin if i was ok and huggin me even people that i dont even know....but thatnks for all of the support everybody b/c i know i sure did need i im still upset and hurtin though but of course i mean it aint just gonna heal like that ya no well anyways it has been a very long week im tired and im really upset ya no well anyways i got to go i love yall so much thanks for everything bye!

*i love lawrence*
~brittany~
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