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So I had an appointment with a doctor who's going to stretch my esophagus on the 21st. He was really nice and helpful. He has also said that he would set us up with another guy he works with that does back surgeries and things like that so that we might halt the worsening of my scoliosis (when I was 8 my scoliosis curvature degree was at 36, and now it's roughly 155). I have to go back to the esophagus guy on Friday to get a GI something or other(to see what my esophagus is like so that they can know exactly what's going on when they stretch it)... When my mom and I left and were driving home she just started crying and telling me how horrible she felt about not doing anything about my back when I was little, and how she kicks herself every night over it. So, I started crying and tried to calm her down telling her how I don't blame her for anything and that she's done so much for me and that maybe if I'd have gotten surgery back then I might be worse off because I might have had problems with the rods in my back, and such.... So, it was a big cry-fest... But, it was good. I just wish she'd stop blaming herself for it.