Nov 23, 2008 02:22
Lets come up with a really good drunken post.
Hooters made me feel good about myself
Club 205 made me feel bad
The Alibi made me feel good about myself, random drunk girl buying me a double shot of vodka just because she liked the way I looked... heck yes.
The Sports Page made me feel sad. Because yea... I miss the shit out of Brian.
I want to move on. I want to say fuck it and move on. But I love him so much. This sucks that I can't snap myself out of it and fight. I want to fight, but I feel so tired. I want to fight with my sister but I am too exhausted. The smallest argument makes me tired and I roll over and let it happen.
I know I am right but few people want to see it that way. wake up and realize that I know what the hell I am talking about.
This post sucks for the most part. Not too drunken. Kinda just a buzzed ramble of crap. Depressing crap. but my night was actually pretty wonderful. The people I love came out to celebrate with me and it was fun. What more could I ask for than free food and drinks and a Hooters shirt.
Katie snagged a pretty wonderful guy. I can't believe how well I got along with Joel, and it wasn't forced or anything. he is genuinely a great guy and I am happy for her. damn.
It's hard to feel good about yourself when everyone around you is awesome and you are just sub par.
on an upbeat note...