being alone isn't so bad. It's the lonely stuff that bothers me.
I look like Anne-Marie.
I love my new hair, it makes me feel refreshed. I cut off three years of stress and trauma. WONDERFUL! It's a spectacular weight off my shoulders, literally. I hope this time when I grow it out I can keep it healthy.
Please, Life, don't stress me out anymore.
I'm tired of people telling me how I am awesome and amazing and I can do better. I'm sick of people feeling sorry for me and trying to convince me I will get by and that good will come of this. Mainly because I don't think they really believe it.
Things that I am Certain of:
I am a girl
I've got deja vu. freaky.
my mom thinks that Pink's new song So What! should be my theme song. She thinks I'm a rock star with rock moves. I love my mom.
People think I can't not be in a relationship since I jumped into one right after being with Nick. Hello... I spent a good 19 years of my life being single, I think I can handle another 19 more. It's lonely but I can deal.
They also think that sex is so important to me. It's all I think about and I want it all the time. Yes I do thoroughly enjoy a good sexual relation, but I'm not throbbing for it 24/7. I don't NEED it to be happy in a relationship. If you would have just one conversation with me about it I could tell you about my moral dilemma that has been chasing me since I lost my virginity a whopping three years ago. Take the time to get to know who I really am. I'm an open book if you just ask me questions, I don't spill everything out with vague questions like, "So tell me about yourself." or "What are you thinking about?"
I'm usually racing through 50 thoughts and your question has pushed them out of my memory. I'm thinking about what you just asked me.
Time goes by too quickly these days. My birthday is almost here and it's starting to make me so sad.
I love my new hair, it makes me feel refreshed. I cut off three years of stress and trauma. WONDERFUL! It's a spectacular weight off my shoulders, literally. I hope this time when I grow it out I can keep it healthy.
Please, Life, don't stress me out anymore.
I'm tired of people telling me how I am awesome and amazing and I can do better. I'm sick of people feeling sorry for me and trying to convince me I will get by and that good will come of this. Mainly because I don't think they really believe it.
Things that I am Certain of:
I am a girl
I've got deja vu. freaky.
my mom thinks that Pink's new song So What! should be my theme song. She thinks I'm a rock star with rock moves. I love my mom.
People think I can't not be in a relationship since I jumped into one right after being with Nick. Hello... I spent a good 19 years of my life being single, I think I can handle another 19 more. It's lonely but I can deal.
They also think that sex is so important to me. It's all I think about and I want it all the time. Yes I do thoroughly enjoy a good sexual relation, but I'm not throbbing for it 24/7. I don't NEED it to be happy in a relationship. If you would have just one conversation with me about it I could tell you about my moral dilemma that has been chasing me since I lost my virginity a whopping three years ago. Take the time to get to know who I really am. I'm an open book if you just ask me questions, I don't spill everything out with vague questions like, "So tell me about yourself." or "What are you thinking about?"
I'm usually racing through 50 thoughts and your question has pushed them out of my memory. I'm thinking about what you just asked me.
Time goes by too quickly these days. My birthday is almost here and it's starting to make me so sad.