"Love" and it's bullshit
Of all things to live and die for love is not one of them. I don't believe it in anymore. It has done nothing but hurt me and make me cry. So I say fuck love and the emotions that go with it. I love my daughter and no other. Being burned, hurt, used and betrayed by love I will be no more. I am sick of having these feelings and the person I love not returning them. As for this marriage I am in, it is just about as loveless as it always has been. I found out that not only was I cheated on when I was engaged but also when we were still in high school together. OH JOY! But hey this is how life is. So instead of falling in love I say fall out of love and screw the whole emotion thing. It is wasted on those who don't want it nor care how the other feels. SO FUCK LOVE AND THE BULLSHIT THAT GOES WITH IT. Oh and a little note to my husband: this "marriage" was over before it began and I am not going to hold it together.
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