*yawn* I hate mornings
Okay for the past few days I have had these weird dreams about my friend Draco. There has always been something between us but there has never been a right time to do anything. Now I'm having dreams about us kissing on my couch and doing other things on top of my car or my grandmother's car. Its weird. I know I shouldn't be having these dreams because I am married to one of his homeboys, but it is just something I can't explain. Oh my god. Oh I went for a sonogram yesterday to see how far along I am but there is nothing in the sack. Which means I can do one of two things. Wait until I miscarry again or go have an abortion. The sack is empty and in my uterus, the longer it stays the more prone to infection I will be. Beings there is nothing there I will make the appointment when I come back to Texas next week. I've already told Monkey and he is disapointed. I'm not though. Yes I do want another baby but not until I have decided if I want to be his wife or when he gets out of the army. Having a two year old is enough for me. Then giving me another baby would be too much for me to handle by my self. Anyways that is about all for now. I am leaving Sunday to go back to Louisanna for a few days and get some stuff settled there, then I am coming back. So I will be away from my computer after Sunday for at least 5 days. But when I get back I will tell everything that happend.Oh joy. Well I may get on later and talk about what else has happened today. Probably wont be much.