SPRING BREAK
IT'S SPRING BREAK!! I can hear the hallaluja chorus now...
No more tests.
No more projects.
No more HOMEWORK!!!
At least for a week anyway.
But I can never escape photography and I suppose I've come to accept that. SIGH.
Yesterday I decided to drive over to see my Dad since I can never see him now that he doesn't have to pick me up anymore. We talked for awhile and then there was a silence. Finally, he said: "You know, I don't want to bring this up because I don't want you to not talk to me for a week again...but I wanted to ask you what we're going to do when Faye moves in?" ARGH! Ew ew ew. You CAN'T just make it be happy hour with your daughter can ya Dad? Ohhhh no you just have to bring THE BITCH into this. But I know she will be in a few months, and I have to face reality. I told my dad I didn't want to meet her, but I guess if she's moving in I will have to break down and meet her some day. "What don't you like about her." .......WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN WHAT DON'T I LIKE ABOUT YOUR GIRLFRIEND DAD?!?!?!? MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE YOU FUCKING TURNED YOUR BACK ON YOUR FAMILY FOR HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He asked him if I expected him to die old and lonely. No. I just didn't expect to hear that my parents were getting a divorce and that my dad had an affair all in the course of one week. So of course I started crying. "She's a good person you know! She's been very selfless and accomadating towards you and we've switched a lot of our plans around for you..." Great dad. How SELFLESS of her to "accomate" for your one and only daughter. MAN you really snagged a good one there dad! Oh yes, much better than mom for sure. "I just hope that someday you can accept her and be friends." That's when I lost it. Ohhh man. FRIENDS??? MOTHER FUCKING FRIENDS?!?! Yeah, ok DAD sounds like a good PLAN. I would LOVE to be friends with the woman who ruined my life. YAY! LET'S JUST GO ON A FUCKING SHOPPING TRIP. Yes, we'll just be on our merry little way. My father is so selfish. He thinks he's the only one who's hurting. He doesn't understand why my mom's hurting. He SAID that. How can he be so blind? How can he KNOW what everyone is feeling?? He's not hurting, he's HAPPY. He's HAPPY he's found someone to worship the ground he walks on. He says he'll marry her. I'm going to have a STEP MOM. I can't even think about it. He doesn't get it. I sincerely hope that someday he's going to realize what a complete and total jack ass he was in all this.
No more tests.
No more projects.
No more HOMEWORK!!!
At least for a week anyway.
But I can never escape photography and I suppose I've come to accept that. SIGH.
Yesterday I decided to drive over to see my Dad since I can never see him now that he doesn't have to pick me up anymore. We talked for awhile and then there was a silence. Finally, he said: "You know, I don't want to bring this up because I don't want you to not talk to me for a week again...but I wanted to ask you what we're going to do when Faye moves in?" ARGH! Ew ew ew. You CAN'T just make it be happy hour with your daughter can ya Dad? Ohhhh no you just have to bring THE BITCH into this. But I know she will be in a few months, and I have to face reality. I told my dad I didn't want to meet her, but I guess if she's moving in I will have to break down and meet her some day. "What don't you like about her." .......WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN WHAT DON'T I LIKE ABOUT YOUR GIRLFRIEND DAD?!?!?!? MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE YOU FUCKING TURNED YOUR BACK ON YOUR FAMILY FOR HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He asked him if I expected him to die old and lonely. No. I just didn't expect to hear that my parents were getting a divorce and that my dad had an affair all in the course of one week. So of course I started crying. "She's a good person you know! She's been very selfless and accomadating towards you and we've switched a lot of our plans around for you..." Great dad. How SELFLESS of her to "accomate" for your one and only daughter. MAN you really snagged a good one there dad! Oh yes, much better than mom for sure. "I just hope that someday you can accept her and be friends." That's when I lost it. Ohhh man. FRIENDS??? MOTHER FUCKING FRIENDS?!?! Yeah, ok DAD sounds like a good PLAN. I would LOVE to be friends with the woman who ruined my life. YAY! LET'S JUST GO ON A FUCKING SHOPPING TRIP. Yes, we'll just be on our merry little way. My father is so selfish. He thinks he's the only one who's hurting. He doesn't understand why my mom's hurting. He SAID that. How can he be so blind? How can he KNOW what everyone is feeling?? He's not hurting, he's HAPPY. He's HAPPY he's found someone to worship the ground he walks on. He says he'll marry her. I'm going to have a STEP MOM. I can't even think about it. He doesn't get it. I sincerely hope that someday he's going to realize what a complete and total jack ass he was in all this.