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[baborden11]

Lots of things going on mainly school with me. It is hard for me to decide how to best spend my time these days cuz school is requiring A LOT, UCM needs me (and everyone else) A LOT, I have new roomies I feel like I'm half-ignoring (they are so encouraging though they rock! Sophie cowan and Michelle Worley are two amazing Godly girls let me tell you!), not to mention some friends from home that I haven't seen in forever!! It seems like it's so hard to keep up with people. Then I feel bad for not doing it often enough. I guess I just need some more acceptance of the transience (sp?) of relationships here on earth. The only everlasting one, the only one that brings any true satisfaction is the one I have with my Creator and Heavenly Father who saved me from so much destruction! I mean He is just showing me how even Godly friendships (which I used to long and pray for so much because I didn't have ANY) don't really fulfill you...only HE CAN! Here is a prayer I found freshman year somewhere and I mean I remember praying this everyday for like a month and it was awesome! I need to pray it again so I thought I'd share...

Lord, help me grow up spiritually. Help me to understand how to develop a heart like Jesus had. Help me learn to think like Jesus thought. Let me see Jesus clearly so that I can look at you and see what Jesus saw. Help me develop his attitudes and motives. I know all my important relationships will be blessed powerfully if I just grow up spiritually. Help me learn! Help me grow! Help me surrender! In Jesus name!

Pray for me to pass my test tomorrow...if I fail it, I will fail the class. :( I am studying though. Have a great week everyone!