well what a long time it has been!!
So I'm not too sure if anyone really reads my journal anymore... but I got good news!!
I finally moved out of that assholes house (mike). I don't know if I could have taken it any longer!
My life is looking so good now.
I have met someone new. his name is erik and he is so wonderful!
He loves isaac and they both get a long so good!
Speaking of isaac... my son! He just turned one on Saturday the 19th!
He is so amazing and big and strong and smart. I didn't know what i was getting myself into when I decided that I was gonna keep the baby and be a mom! I know there is more to come!
I love having a boy! Theyre fun and they aren't as whiney as girls!
Anyway... so Jim, Dan, and Darren... if u ever want to callme my phone isn't disconnected!!
I went to visit them and caught jimmy as he was leaving for work! He got to see isaac... he introduced me to his girlfriend ( VERY BEAUTIFUL ) might i add!
For a minute i was sooo jealious and i remembered our past and all that good stuff... but then i actually like grew up! I thought outside of my wants and to myself i wished their relationship to be good and beautiful and full of love! THAT WAS HARD TO DO!!!
Anyway, part of the reason i put that in is cuz im sure they don't look at my journal anymore... ohh well i can talk about them then!!!! HAHA!]
So this guy ive been seeing is great and i really think he might be the one ( he is good in bed too!)
OKAY so u all didn't need to know that. but he asked me to move in and i had to think for like a second and jump on him with a big yes and juicy kiss!
He really is amazing! His ex - fiance' is beyond stupid for treating him so poorly and cheating on him and leaving him... WHAT A SUCKA! HER LOSS MY WIN!! Gotta brag justa... LOT!
I know i sound bad but im a bit tipsy now so that is why i may sound a bit crazy! i will probably kick myself in the ass when i read this tomorrow! don't u think? or whenevea i read this!
anywho... ummm...oh yeah! so i quit smoking for a year and a half... started up again and now i quit again! ITS BEEN 3 DAYS!!!! WAHOO!!!! I am kickin ass baby!
ummm... oh and I stayed sober for two and a half years but i was sick of being the loser that didn't drink, so i only drink now and then and just a bit to get tipsy and have fun!
So that is my lovely story...
Oh and I got to go to Chicago for a BUSINESS trip!! AWESOME HUH! Still in highschool and going on business trips!!! That is SWEET!
* My armpit itches!*
I just burped! man am i rude tonite!!
Long day!!
Anywho gonna go nite nite soon !!
TALK TO YA LATA!
LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER...
(ONE HOT MAMA) Jessi xoxo
P.S. I love that song, "One hot mama" some country song... Maybe a guy will sing me that some day!! BYE NOW!
I finally moved out of that assholes house (mike). I don't know if I could have taken it any longer!
My life is looking so good now.
I have met someone new. his name is erik and he is so wonderful!
He loves isaac and they both get a long so good!
Speaking of isaac... my son! He just turned one on Saturday the 19th!
He is so amazing and big and strong and smart. I didn't know what i was getting myself into when I decided that I was gonna keep the baby and be a mom! I know there is more to come!
I love having a boy! Theyre fun and they aren't as whiney as girls!
Anyway... so Jim, Dan, and Darren... if u ever want to callme my phone isn't disconnected!!
I went to visit them and caught jimmy as he was leaving for work! He got to see isaac... he introduced me to his girlfriend ( VERY BEAUTIFUL ) might i add!
For a minute i was sooo jealious and i remembered our past and all that good stuff... but then i actually like grew up! I thought outside of my wants and to myself i wished their relationship to be good and beautiful and full of love! THAT WAS HARD TO DO!!!
Anyway, part of the reason i put that in is cuz im sure they don't look at my journal anymore... ohh well i can talk about them then!!!! HAHA!]
So this guy ive been seeing is great and i really think he might be the one ( he is good in bed too!)
OKAY so u all didn't need to know that. but he asked me to move in and i had to think for like a second and jump on him with a big yes and juicy kiss!
He really is amazing! His ex - fiance' is beyond stupid for treating him so poorly and cheating on him and leaving him... WHAT A SUCKA! HER LOSS MY WIN!! Gotta brag justa... LOT!
I know i sound bad but im a bit tipsy now so that is why i may sound a bit crazy! i will probably kick myself in the ass when i read this tomorrow! don't u think? or whenevea i read this!
anywho... ummm...oh yeah! so i quit smoking for a year and a half... started up again and now i quit again! ITS BEEN 3 DAYS!!!! WAHOO!!!! I am kickin ass baby!
ummm... oh and I stayed sober for two and a half years but i was sick of being the loser that didn't drink, so i only drink now and then and just a bit to get tipsy and have fun!
So that is my lovely story...
Oh and I got to go to Chicago for a BUSINESS trip!! AWESOME HUH! Still in highschool and going on business trips!!! That is SWEET!
* My armpit itches!*
I just burped! man am i rude tonite!!
Long day!!
Anywho gonna go nite nite soon !!
TALK TO YA LATA!
LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER...
(ONE HOT MAMA) Jessi xoxo
P.S. I love that song, "One hot mama" some country song... Maybe a guy will sing me that some day!! BYE NOW!